Indian Gay Sex Story of Fun with 1st Man Crush: 10
Indian Gay Sex Story: Looking at his semi hard, soft dick I felt like tickling it and playing with it so I started playing it with my fingers and he started laughing asking me what was I doing? He then grabbed my hand and pulled me close as I wrapped my legs around him and my hands around his chest being cosy when he kissed my forehead and we just stared at the ceiling.
Me:- Do you think we can keep this for long? Our whatever this is…
Hemant:- I don’t know. I just want to live in the moment.
Me:- And what if our feelings grew stronger day by day? It would be emotional drenching for me and maybe for u too.
Hemant:- Hmmm…(long pause)… But we don’t know the future. As far as now I love you…
Me:- Shutup… Yours is not love…only lust I feel… You are just using me…and I hit his chest.
Hemant:- Abe… I’m not using you dumbo. I like you…and honestly falling for you which is lovely and I realised it after I broke up with her.
Me:- Okah…
We dozed off after some talking in each others arms and woke up next day looking at him. I brushed my teeth and got dressed and he woke up when I was changing clothes and went to freshen up. He got dressed and I prepared some pancakes. I love cooking coz am also a foodie but the happiness that people have on their faces when they have tasted something delicious is something else and makes the effort worth it.
So I crave for that – Wow n yum and ummmm when I cook and people taste it.
I had made banana pancakes for him and banana apparently being the man’s favourite made him excited coz he was tasting it for the first time. He came in the kitchen and stood behind me asking “What asa you cooking baby?”
I replied- Pancakes… Wannna try? I took a piece and I put it in his mouth when he stood behind wearing his vest and he loved it…
Me :- Wait wait wait…one more..I
I poured some honey on it making some drop on my fingers by mistake and fed him and this time he was like…ummmm Yummm…. He even licked my finger off honey and his reaction made my day.
He drove me home back after the breakfast and we bid bye to each other. We got busy in preparations after that coz we had to prepare practical files and had to give practicals in college. And after that we had our final exams, just didn’t know or imagine how these three years just passed in a fluke.
I mean those memories are worth cherishing. I met such wonderful people and so much has happened in these three years, learnt so much and evolved to a better person than I was. I did a part time job just after the exams in a coaching institute just to support and help my family and applied for the masters course at the same time preparing for the other exams.
So my days got super busy and also monotonous but we all have to go through this phase in our life sometime or the other. I always have been really aspirational, driven, focused and dreaming for a better life in future whereas Hemant got intimidated and influenced by one of his friend who got into modelling and wanted to pursue that so he started grooming himself and auditioning for tha same.
I shifted to Delhi for some time at my relatives’ for studies and focused more on my carrer coz I was getting too emotionally attached to him and I was aware of the fact that our relationship wouldn’t have a future considering the society and our situations so I left it on destiny…
It may sound vain or harsh but this is the truth and it’s better that I accepted it or if it would have been late. I would have hurt myself and the person involved more. I didn’t lose touch with him but kept it more like a formal one only to avoid the emotional commotion and chaos.
There were so many reasons which led to all of this but the major ones being that he was getting busy in his life, meeting new people probably getting attracted also. I just couldn’t let myself to go in that possesive mode to be constantly pondering over him or being insecure coz that way I would have harmed myself, our relationship and our mutual respect of each other immensely so I chose to step back.
Indian gay sex story of horny and friendly lovers growing up and parting ways
I didn’t let him know all of this coz I don’t think he would have understood my situation as he has led a different life than mine and had not been in circumstances that i have. Being raised by a single mom, losing my father all these incidences left an indelible mark on me and I had responsibilities to my family, though no one ever forced me to be this way but I felt necessary to prioritise and be something worth it and then focus on my love life eventually.
But till then I gave us some time and took a break and was just trying to find myself. When we are in a relationship we tend to see ourselves through our partner and we often neglect our own self and so this was the best time to revive and get my mojo back. So around this time we got the news of my cousin getting married and for us to go there and attend the functions.
